stressed >> relieved

Haha. this was saturday.

we were at AMK mac doing the backdrop.

and we were playing with the feathers.

as in taking pics with them. haha

the feathers were like flying everywhere can.

cuz we were cutting it to fit it at the bottom of the backdrop.

and ta da. the last pic is the final backdrop for our stage.

then we went on to do our Character Development stuff.

ok. we went off track and aunty hui ting was angry with us for not finishing the things that were more important when she came back from camp.

sry dont angry kk. :)

to hui ting: so sad when u look so stress today k. glad u were playing with us during design & drawing. i like didden sleep well last night lor. so sry and stay AUNTY (:

totally rushed out the model stuff today can.

good thing we dont have to present today. heng ar.

now got a bit more time o touch up on stuffs.

then we totally rushed out the design for the exhibition booth.

so proud of myself today.

haha. i bet karol is too.

i drew a perspective view of a drawer and a double decker bed.

karol drew the cupboard and storage shelf and fish rug and table.

skinny is the professioner gluer. and colourer.

so funny when the 4 of us were colouring the at the same time.

that's what group work is. yay!!! :)

lagged

internet's lagging so i cant post any pic.
(sry skinny, i'll try to upload them by end of today : Sunday)

went to tighten my braces today.
wanted red and white but there wasen any white. (red + white = SG flag)
wanted black and gold but there wasen any gold left ( just tot that gold is cool)
so in the end it became red and black.

i got to the dental clinic late cuz i left my house late and i forgot to bring my ez-link card out so i had to go back to get it. memory failing me these days. i think not only me. there are others out there too. been losing my stuffs in school, forgetting to bring stuff which i just reminded myself a few minutes or even seconds ago. and i need more determination to wake up early.

so got to dental late, finish tightening braces late, which ended up with me meeting skinny and karol late for our project. but karol was later than me. so sry skinny. made u wait again. ok. fine. sry karol for making u wait for the past 2 days too.

anyway. we finally manage to finish up the backdrop for the stage model.
i dont know what else to blog about for now.
wait till i upload the pic soon.
need to sleep now.
i have to wake up ealy to go church for cell tomorrow.
cant be late always. must tell myself to wake up!
so nite nite. or rather good morning.

just wanted to add another thing. i think blogging is good cuz it one of the fastest way to be updated bout the ppl u care bout. so ppl. dont lag! update your blogs! ill try to do so too :)

time is runnung out!!

projects projects and more projects.
all due on monday.
and our event is coming so fast...
argh!!!!! give me give me more... TIME!
and we need ideas and concentration.

damn it lar.
so many things to do and i'm feeling damn lazy.
must buck up already.
cant slack now... go team.

team work is very very very very very... important! :)

whywhywhy

why on earth do i have to learnt contract law.
and even if i have to for next time, why do i need to ans the stupid law question that totally drained my brain juice.

haiz. super frustrated during law lesson today.
had to do misrepresentation tutorial.
than we have totally no idea how to do and what to write.
we know the content, but not really the most basic basic stuff.
we kinda know what the ans is, but have no idea how to put it down in black and white.
we ask teacher for some hints, but she really gave us some really indirect hints.
so in the end we took like 1HOUR to finally figure out what to write.
or rather we decided to write anything and something so that we can just hand it up to end our so call "misery".

oh. then like 8 of us attended the pioneer's meeting which was totally a waste of time.
nothing to do with us as the event ppl. only a small part which we already head before like not long ago. nth really important. not much detail either. well, at least we get cca point.
I THINK.

lost - i'm trying to find my way.

been looking at ppl's blog and have been thinking bout some stuff.

1. i haven been going to church lately. its like i dont event have the motivation to wake up to go for cell meeting. even when i go for cell meeting, i would find all ways to not go for service at PLMGSS. or rather i'm just lazy to travel there. or maybe that's just my excuse. i cant feel that even little passion that i once had anymore. i feel really bad. i know that God will always be there for me but i just dont bother to go look for Him. i think it's time that i put in some effort to find Him back into me.

2. i'm i really in the right course?? is it smt that i would be willing to commit myself to in the future. i didden really plan to come into this course. it was just the last solution to get me out of a JC that i didden want to be in. i'm having fun in poly thou. but its just that is it really what's meant for me? it is really what i wanted? or is it just. idn... i need to find some ans.

3. its not a secret that i dont have a bf yet. its common in PL that most of us dont have our first love yet. but in poly, there are ppl around me with more than one EX already. first love sound tempting, but i'm afraid to face stuff bout bgr. i dont dare to think bout it even. i dont know what to expect. but it would be fun to have a eye-candy in school. as a motivation for me to go school. (: haha. its better if i keep a dist from bgr. for now i think.

4. lots of things to do but with so little time. stage model to complete. site visit to go to. racial harmony event stuff to settle. and an exhibition stall to design. time is running up but i still want to play CS. haha. this is not a serious topic. its just that we cant seems to concentrate to complete it asap. we must have more "endurance" or is there a better word to use? anyway, need to buck up already before more starts piling up. (:

a very touching story.

TA DA! damn cool right :)
all thanks to us. haha
karol, skinny, hui ting and me!
this is the erm almost but still a long way to complete stage model.
took like all FOUR of us to just fix up the white runway lar.
yay. team work rock!

today super slack can.
but we all laugh like never before.
the first lesson was kinad very serious.
we had to present our racial harmony event activity.
mr chin was like giving the damn serious dface can.
so not like before. quite not use to it.
but he still joke a little so it was not as bad.

then it was Character Development.
learnt bout care & concern.
played the egale & the chick. (老鹰抓小鸡）
with our mother hen - kai liang the top designer.
lol can. we were running and laughing liao siao.
damn tired.
then during lunch, the top designer told us a very touching story.
touching as in 感人, but is (赶)人 actually.
ok, internal joke.

then we went to continue with our stage and that was what we had did till just now.
need to rush out racial harmony material proposal now.
so sad its on the same day as 4A2'07 class outing day.
wonder if i can make it for a while not.
really miss those ppl!!! arghhhhh! <3

people change. but aint it a little too fast?

been doing project project and more projects.
sometimes i wonder if i'm really in the right course and doing the right thing?
its just dosen't frrl really right.
thou i had fun doing work with skinny karol & hui ting.
well, i can only do my best now. what other choice do i have?

anyway. i'm miss my friends in PL.
really wished to wake up and put on school uniform instead of thinking of what to wear.
i miss squatters squatting at a corner sharing our food during break.
i'm missing ppl that may not even bother to make an effort to miss back.
really want to thank alynn for always putting in the effort to plan meet ups.
but whats the point if no one turns up?
if we have time for other stuffs, why cant we just make an effort to keep like 2-3 hours free to meet up and catch up with one another.
it really... sucks.
well, dont think i will be able to go for the 4A2class outing thou i really like to.
but i have to go for racial harmony event.
guess i have to make an effort to go for grad service.
i think its the only chance i can meet up with these guys i'm missing.
LOVE PL. LOVE SQUATTERS.