Not exactly sure if there's this part of me that's feeling empty, that's waiting for a special someone to fill it up.

Or is it just that it will automatically make room for the special someone when he/she comes along?


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阿门 - By Tank

阿门 - By Tank

请赐给我一颗不会熄灭的星
请赐给我一朵不被淋湿的云
请告诉我的眼睛再等一下就是黎明
请别笑我每天都要跟你谈心

请赐给我一颗不会受伤的心
请赐给我永远用不完的勇气
如果还能说下去请让我在这黑夜里
相信明天 一觉醒来 是个好天气

我不要飞来的运气
也不用比别人荣幸
只求当我在谷底
还有力气疼痛和哭泣
荆棘中还能辨认来时的脚印

我不求变成个奇迹
也不用开创天或地
只求我最迷茫时
还能找到最初的自己
如果我痛到必须要闭上眼睛
就看见你

原来每一颗星熄灭才会再亮
原来每一朵云湿透天才放晴
原来一颗心受伤
是为了要更有勇气
原来勇气因为失去才有了意义

我不要飞来的运气
也不用比别人荣幸
只求当我在谷底
还有力气疼痛和哭泣
荆棘中还能辨认来时的脚印

我不求变成个奇迹
也不用开创天或地
只求我最迷茫时
还能找到最初的自己
如果我痛到必须要闭上眼睛
就看见你

流过的泪留下运气
受过的伤都很荣幸
下一次跌落谷底
就该知道躺下看山顶
何不替眼睛谢谢所有的风景

我存在就是个奇迹
你为我创造天与地
你让我不断迷路
直到找到真正的自己
原来只要我能看见我的真心
就看见你

I woken up with a feeling that I just had a sweet sweet dream (:


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Without Love - Stacie Orrico

The Way of Love

1 Corinthians 13

1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

8 Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. 11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.

13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

Tribute to my 5 years old wallet.

Finally... Its a job well done for my wallet!!!

Thanks to this wallet for being with me since my secondary school life till like now... after i got me belated birthday present from Ching Eh, Skinny & Karol.

Just wanna keep a memory that was once with me through so much "wind & rain". Haha

Love you wallet! Thanks for keeping so much of my rubbish for me!!!

(Which CHing Eh totally forbid at least half of its original content from going into my new wallet.)

ANW, Good Byes!!! And I'll love the new wallet as much as this one!!

Kind of disappointed...

Been wanting to post this since my birthday but project just does not spare me the time to do so...

This 19th birthday to me felt like just another normal day...

Before I start, I want to thank my sister and cousin for the only birthdy card and present that they put in effort to do. I wad really touched to tears when I saw the card written in Korean... Thanks much you girls! LOVE YOU GIRLS TTM!

Next is for the birthday cake that I had in school... Thought it's very not creative to buy back another black forest cake... But it still made it felt a little like a birthday for me...

And thanks for all those wishes from FB and SMS... Thank you all!! (:

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When I was younger, before pri school, my daddy Would get a HUGH birthday cake for me and I would celebrate with my kindergarden friends. Then in primary school, my birthdays would be celebrated in June holidays which means I don't get to celebrate with my friends at all. Same goes for sec school.

Everytime I see my friends celebrating theirs in school makes me feel like I rather have school on my birthday... At the very least, my friends would do smt special for me...

Smt I rmb deeply was my birthday when I was in sec4. That day we had to go back to get our report book. And that was the first time ever in my life that my friends prepared smt special for me. Though thay tried quite hard to keep it a suprise, it didden really work, but I still act blur... The BIG card was really nice with all the pictures and stuff... And all that they have done... It was a nice feeling :) thanks squatters!!

Then comes poly... Which I think it totally dash all my hope of the perfect, or rather just a nice, simple birthday where I would be given a little surprise and feel so blessed... But NOPE!!! I had to spend it either studying for exams or chionging project... No surpirse, no card, no present.

Well, I have to say that the cake was a surprise to me cuz I did expect a cake but not at the time when the whole course was there... It was a little embaressing but i was happy for that moment. Plus mr wong cut the cake again (:

FYI, THEY(you know who you all are) were choosing my birthday present in front of me... CH just have to spoilt my surprise birthday present which still didden come yet... Hopefully they will still rmb their promise to have it after exams...

Well, I want to be treated like I was special, just a little more treatment then normal people on that special day... Some surprises, some present that you have NO IDEA what it might be but it turned out to be smt you will LOVE ttm... Smt that does not have to be ex but just full of love... Or even just a little effort to make a little birthday card with well wishes that can be kept forever...

But you don't always get what you wanted right...

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Dance ministry

Been busy knitting these few days for skinny's birthday present. Hope it turns out fine :)

Had some thoughts about church dance ministry audition. The audition was last sunday after youth service. Panel was clement and 2 other ladies. There's just this weird feeling talking to someone you know but don't know you. Haahaa. Was nervious. Like DUH!! But not exactly what I expect myself to feel. They made me dance to a song. I did a little rumba but I was so nervious that I think I only did like 6 counts of 4 or smt like that. I could have done more but I guess that part kind of caught me off guard. Then came the Q&A part here and there and I was like trying hard to say what I think I should say. But my vocabulary always don't come to me at the right time as usual. So I was frantically trying to replace words to explain what I want to express. But some of the things I said don't even really made sense to me either. So that's about it I guess.

Did not really feel much after the audition. Well, other then embarressment. Plus Luke was the one who ushered me in and he was like helping outside. Haahaa. Like super pai sei can... Cuz they both are like the 'famous' ppl in PLMC :D feels weird. Idk why. But somehow I don't have that normal feeling that one should have after an audtion. The feeling that u screw up and worry that you won't get picked and stuff. I didden really think about it much till at night. I suppose I just didden really want it too badly, or that I have really just left it up to God to decide my fate. If He wants me to serve Him thru dance then I think He will make a way for me. If not, then I suppose that's not my calling althought I still want to dance badly!!

Hope I can get a reply soon.
What ever the result might be.
Just leave it up to Him.

(P.S listening to S.H.E previous albums now, whatever that's in my iTunes :D just love their songs!)

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