Jun 5, 2010

Kind of disappointed...

Been wanting to post this since my birthday but project just does not spare me the time to do so...

This 19th birthday to me felt like just another normal day...

Before I start, I want to thank my sister and cousin for the only birthdy card and present that they put in effort to do. I wad really touched to tears when I saw the card written in Korean... Thanks much you girls! LOVE YOU GIRLS TTM!

Next is for the birthday cake that I had in school... Thought it's very not creative to buy back another black forest cake... But it still made it felt a little like a birthday for me...

And thanks for all those wishes from FB and SMS... Thank you all!! (:

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When I was younger, before pri school, my daddy Would get a HUGH birthday cake for me and I would celebrate with my kindergarden friends. Then in primary school, my birthdays would be celebrated in June holidays which means I don't get to celebrate with my friends at all. Same goes for sec school.

Everytime I see my friends celebrating theirs in school makes me feel like I rather have school on my birthday... At the very least, my friends would do smt special for me...

Smt I rmb deeply was my birthday when I was in sec4. That day we had to go back to get our report book. And that was the first time ever in my life that my friends prepared smt special for me. Though thay tried quite hard to keep it a suprise, it didden really work, but I still act blur... The BIG card was really nice with all the pictures and stuff... And all that they have done... It was a nice feeling :) thanks squatters!!

Then comes poly... Which I think it totally dash all my hope of the perfect, or rather just a nice, simple birthday where I would be given a little surprise and feel so blessed... But NOPE!!! I had to spend it either studying for exams or chionging project... No surpirse, no card, no present.

Well, I have to say that the cake was a surprise to me cuz I did expect a cake but not at the time when the whole course was there... It was a little embaressing but i was happy for that moment. Plus mr wong cut the cake again (:

FYI, THEY(you know who you all are) were choosing my birthday present in front of me... CH just have to spoilt my surprise birthday present which still didden come yet... Hopefully they will still rmb their promise to have it after exams...

Well, I want to be treated like I was special, just a little more treatment then normal people on that special day... Some surprises, some present that you have NO IDEA what it might be but it turned out to be smt you will LOVE ttm... Smt that does not have to be ex but just full of love... Or even just a little effort to make a little birthday card with well wishes that can be kept forever...

But you don't always get what you wanted right...

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