如果休息是为了走更长远的路，那我也就认了。

说实话，我也累了。

希望我们过后会了解彼此多一些，也懂得体谅彼此多一些。

没试过还真不知道爱情这游戏确实这么复杂。

也让我发现学会沟通是如此的重要。

‘我爱你‘ 有时候胜过千言万语。

但想真正去了解一个人，三个字是不足够的。

你有问过我到底要的是什么吗？
你有了解我到底喜欢什么吗？
你有察觉我是否在但心吗？
你又有发现我在害怕吗？

我要的是你多一点点的细心。
我喜欢的是你所给的关心。
我但心的是你的脾气。
我害怕的是失去你。

I'm loving you more each day... (:

I look forward to meeting you every time, mostly with butterflies in my stomach, anticipating and excited.

I want to do things with you, even if it's the weirdest or the most boring stuff, as long as it's with you.

I don't want you to feel pressured or feel that you are troubling me when you ask me to do things or invite me to join you at your family event. I want you to ask me to join you because you want me to, and I will do it most willingly. (: because I want to.

Being your girlfriend means I am yours and you are mine. (aiyooo, 小害羞）Which means that you have the rights to request me to do things for/with you. The same goes for me, I hope. That's on the basis that obviously we do not take each other for granted and make use of each other. Which is totally not applicable in our case, right? (:

What I want to say is, I hope you can share your thoughts with me sometimes. Like how I want to assure you that doing things for you is not troublesome at all, just because I want to do it for you. And I mean it. <3

You really puzzle me sometimes. Like I always don't know what you are thinking/feeling cuz u don't really expresses them unless I like keep on asking. Cuz... Sometimes when I say smt and then you don't wanna reply, I get a little lost and feels a little insecure. I don't really like that feeling.

I want to keep on knowing that I belong to you! <3

I'm opening up to you each day. And loving you more each day.

I hope it's the same for you towards me.

Hey baby, I love you!

Muacksssss~ 

应为你对我好，所以我也想要对你好。(:

99% of the time, my head rule over my heart.

The only time that 1% happens, is when I met you.

Heyyyy.

Hope you are still reading my blog...

I know i have been giving you a lot of headache recently over the same matter over and over again.

Just want you to know that I realised I have a super conservative mindset which... well... is kind of hindering our progress.

Many things been running thr my head and I dont have anyone to turn to to ask... Well, until I kinda had a talk with my bro.

I know it sounds weird, but it has changed my thinking by quite a lot. Esp about the how I see things with regards to the problem that we are kind of having now.

I have NEVER been exposed to such intimacy with a guy, nor have seen any, nor have heard anything about it. Stupid or pure? I don't know. But I know it needs to be changed. Because it's suppose to be normal!

Oh wells... I think I have also said what not to be said.

I just hope that if we can smooth things out, I want us to be able to talk about such stuff next time. Even if I feel awkward about it, just ask me or smt.... >.<

Beacuse i believe there is more to us than this.

Because I know it matters to you. And it took me a lot of courage to speak my mind.

Because I know the fact that I am not that open towards you bothers you. That's why I decided to be more open towards you.

Because being open towards you also means to be honest with you. That's why I have thought it throught the entire day before speaking to you. You asked why wait till now? Because I wanted to try to meet to your expectations first. Because I want to try to give you as much as you have given me, even though its not things on the same line. And like I have mentioned before, there are many things that I won't know if I can take it or not until I have tried it out. And there are also many things that I feel ok to begin with but starts to dwell on me after some time. And I want you to know.

Because I believe there is more to us than this.


Because I believe that some things are to be kept till after marriage. Even though I know that's a very conservative way of thinking. But I believe such intimacy should be kept for the one and only person I want to spent my life with. My thinking might change overtime, but for now, I still dont feel that we are at that stage of emotionally attached enough to be at certain level of intimacy.

Because I don't want to be afraid that I don't know when I might just lose you because I can't give enough in terms of intimacy.

Because I want you to like me for me, more than what my body can give. I like the way you play around with me. I like the way you hold me - my hands, my waist. I like the way you caress my face, play with my hair, touch my back. I like the way you hug me, be it from the back or a bear hug. I like the way you kiss me, even though sometimes it's a little more passionate to my liking, but I'm slowly getting use to it. I like to watch you when you drive, when you sleep. I like the way you look when you are serious at work, very charming. I like the way you want to introduce me to your family, it shows me that you have nothing to hid and that you are proud to have me. I like to lie on your shoulder, I like to lean against your back. I like the warmth against your body. I like that you can speak a few different languages and dialacts. I like that you correct my english. I like that you know many things more than me. I like you for being you.

Because I like the way I feel when I am around you.

Because I think we look cute together.

Because I know, and I am sure, that I really like you and I want us to work.

Because I want to love you like no tomorrow.

Because I want to be true to myself, and be true to you too. I don't want to love you and do things that are against my principles and that are not my character. I want to give you my true self, and I want you to love that true me, not who I try to be.

Because I know that there are lots more things that I want to do together with you.

Because I know there is more to us than this.




Because I believe that crying in front of you will only gain sympathy and not solve any problems.




Because I do not have rights to 撒娇 to you. Because I know I'm not giving in as much. But I am now. Because I want to.

Maybe

Maybe we are just not meant to be.

But why was the attraction so strong in the first place?

Why am I able to see the potential in us?

Why am I holding on to it even thou it's so tough?

Why do I bother to make things right even when you said u don't care anymore?

Why am I willing to change myself for you?

Why do I get angry with you?

Why do I want to make up to you?

Why do I compromise?

Why do I give in?

Why do I like you so much... That I want to love you like there's no tomorrow as well.

I'm scared. I'm insecure. I'm confused.

But I still want to make things work for us.

愛的故事

作曲: 林俊傑
作詞: 王雅君

第一次心那麼肯定
第一次心無法平靜
第一次發現愛的魔力

想帶你到處去飛行
拍下微笑感動表情
每一天有你 廷續著劇情

愛的故事裡
是一點一滴默契累積
是一朝一夕都好想你
原來你早滲透 我呼吸

愛的故事裡
是一分一秒都需要你
像地球的吸引力
讓我緊緊 纏繞著你

You're like the clear blue sky
always make me feel so fine
你讓我在夜裡捨不得 close my eyes
Wanna bring you all my charms
Wanna hold you in my arms
Show my love Show my heart
I'm gonna show you what I got

未來是一段一段預告美麗的日劇
擁抱你的溫度 是如此 的熟悉
Just you and I 劇情廷續 相愛就在一起

愛的故事裡
是一點一滴默契累積
是一朝一夕都好想你
原來你早滲透 我呼吸

愛的故事裡
是一分一秒都需要你
像地球的吸引力
讓我緊緊 纏繞著你

多幸運讓我能擁有你
幸福必須 完美結局
當時間都暫停 我仍朝你的方向前進

我用真心呼喚你的名
沒有擔心 只有堅定
永遠愛你 因為甜蜜 是心動的插曲

愛的故事裡
是一點一滴默契累積
是一朝一夕都好想你
原來你早滲透 我呼吸

Woo~
我一分一秒都需要你
像地球的吸引力
讓我緊緊 纏繞著你

我看見愛 悄悄降臨

24/7

害怕的不是未知的未来，而是未来里没有你。

Like Bella in Edward's arms.

Vulnarable yet protected.

Feeling so safe and protected in his arms. Yet, there is no knowing when he might just crush me into pieces.

The insecurity is slowly eating me up.

There is so much to gain...

And so much to lose too.

Keep calm and carry on.

This theory is applicable to everything but you.

And it doesn't take much from you to turn my mood upside down.

I don't need a lot from you to make me happy. Really (:



喜欢看着你驾车的样子。

But sometimes I rather take the public transport.

Cuz then we don't have to be separated by a hand break. (:

下雨了！

下雨了 两个人的荒岛
淋湿了 就知道谁会比谁更胆小
我梦见了 两个人的荒岛你要不要
Baby 跟我逃 然后永远从地图上擦掉


I don't know why. But it feels so easy to be with you. 

I'm a little scared. But I'm glad you are not. (:

... or maybe you hide it really well. Maybree? >.<

黄美珍 - 途中

爱上巧克力片尾曲

作词：陈信延
作曲：李治逸
编曲：小王子

什么样的爱 埋伏在未来
有一个人 正拿着号码牌
谁给我的爱 还没有到来
可是我却 有预感在脑海

天空就快亮起来 浮云在为晴天剪彩
前一晚 的阴霾 已经快要被日出刷白
我站在 地平线 看 蔷薇盛开的姿态
我喜欢如此等待 爱

未来美在还是未来 我要的答案 还没解开
我不要爱 来得太快 幸福太快 我招架不来
天堂还在荒野之外 途中的意外 都是安排
我想像爱 到来 那一定会 一定会 很精彩
有一种爱 一种爱 一种爱 一种爱 真的 存在

累了就看看窗外 风景被我视线装载
美丽的 好心情 有种说不出口的愉快
我站在 路途中 等 一个美好的时代
到现在还在等待 爱

未来美在还是未来 我要的答案 还没解开
我不要爱 来得太快 幸福太快 我招架不来
天堂还在荒野之外 途中的意外 都是安排
我想像爱 到来 那一定会 一定会 很精彩
有一种爱 一种爱 一种爱 一种爱 真的 存在

看一遍 我身后的荒野
才发现 我又往前跨越
不怕前面 还有多少试炼
一直走 总会走到 终点

未来美在还是未来 我要的答案 还没解开
我不要爱 来得太快 幸福太快 我招架不来
天堂还在荒野之外 途中的意外 都是安排
我想像爱 到来 那一定会 一定会 很精彩
有一种爱 一种爱 一种爱 一种爱 真的 存在 存在
有一种爱 一种爱 一种爱 一种爱 真的 存在

我发现...

The differences lie in wanting you and wanting to KNOW you.

This is Crazy

Have so much to share yet i just killed the privilege to.

I'm not expecting anything, just enjoying the time we spend tgt, even if we were just friends.

I do not want things to end like this. And I hope you feel the same way too.




I should just delete the whatsapp thread so that I will not have the urge to wanna talk to you.

Now I am the one feeling like a fool.

Time off.

It's crazy how another person can affect you so much.

Soul mate? Or the other half?

It's hard to be your friend. Cause I don't know how I should be in front of you.

I'm tired of all the teasing. Cause I don't know how I should react to them.

How nice if I knew what I should do.

I'm trying to be back to blogging...

Suddenly have the urgh to start this new thing on my collecting dust blog. I will be posting recipes on those pastries/ breads/ dishes which I have tried doing on this blog along with the mistakes that I have done as well as what I think was good for me to remember so that I can do it better next time.

And... this too can serve as a "recipe book" for me as I always have my recipes everywhere that I dont know where to find them haha!! (:

Soooo.. wait for it.... wait for it... wait for it...

P.S Hopefully I will be hardworking enough to be posting often. (hardworking enough to blog + hardworking enough to be using my small little oven which I totally want to upgrade)

Annnyeongggg ~

Touch touch

Even if I were not to have a BF and stayed single forever, I'm not worried! Cuz I have my BFF. And that's more than enough.

Too sweet to sleep tonight. (:
Thanks Ching Eh!


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二比一

虽然我不懂得看球赛，但那种场面的气氛还满过瘾的！



P.S. 被重视的感觉真好！(: