Post Logistic & Accounts exam activities.

No idea why i feel suddenly feel like updating my bog.
anyway. exams are not over yet but i/m totally in the holiday mood already.
went out orchard today.
meet with karol at 2 plus at far east.
went to try out a blue dance costume.
i quite like it in a way that its kinda special.
it only has fringes at the back from waste down.
totally BLINK-ed and its like $499.
i think its worth considering. but i'm still not too sure.
then skinny joined us and we walk walk some more.
then meet up with ching eh, kai liang and gary for swensen's ice cream buffet.
YAY!! THANK YOU GARY FOR THE TREAT!! :D
about the buffet, i woud rate it the most *****
reason being i dont really like the variety and the way they serve it.
its literally buffet style and we have to get the food on our own.
i would rather order it from the menu and have them serve it the way they usually do.
like the fondue. instead of the choco fountain, y not just serve it like the normal way.
idk, but if it was not for the 1-for-1 promo. i dont think i would even try it out.
and there wasen't really that much variety.
but overall the food was not too bad and we had a fun time :)
then went over to cine to take NEO-PRINT!
it was like ages since the last time i took it. OMG!
haha. really at a lost of how to deco the pic. sry :P
then went around walking while gary was having a hair cut.
then walk somemore before going home.
and karol was damn excited about going home to stick her blink blink sticker onto her phone. =_='''
been a long time since i went out for almost half the day.
really enjoyed meself :D
thanks people!!

My fire for dance is fading...

Not because I don't LOVE dancesport anymore.
It's just that the people in dance are not the same anymore.
I really dont understand why people NEED to change just cuz they have more power and authority over others.
I like the status that we had when I first joined dance.
why do i have to be pissed over decisions that I have no idea why it affects me so much?
I do not NOT like the people in the committee.
its just they way they operate that irritates.
why is it that they are not sure of everything.
why is it that every time i ask for more details they will reply, "i have no idea too"?
then who can i ask to get answers to my doubts???
why is it that the things that i should know gets to me most of the time at the very last min.
and that they update us via means of e-mail mostly?
and when we get info last min, our other plans gets affected??
is it because that we are the only minor few that are not in the committee that we missed out a lot of things that we should be ABLE to know asap??
why cant they just make announcements as well as send e-mails??
it's not like we only meet once in a blue moon or smt.
we meet like THREE times a week!!!
and since committee meeting is on wednesday, why can't they inform us of the club update on thursday?
and I understand formation training is impt for performance, and that it is impt for us to attend.
but what if we have smt on that has nth to do with school and stuff?
why cant work be a reason to miss formation training?
not everyone is as rich. is it wrong to work or attend other things.
why must dancesport be everything in our life?
why can't it be just a passion and part of our life?
does it means that putting all efforts into dancesport and causing it to affect our studies and life is good?
why can't it be a free and easy thing that allows us to enjoy dancing?
shoulden it be the case?? to fully feel that joy of dancesport and not stressing over it?

i'm suppose to go for extra dancesport lesson today which i'm suppose to pay.
at the last min i have smt impt to do which disable me to attend.
i informed the in charge a few hours b4 the lesson that begins at 3 plus and i was being told at 4 plus that i still have to pay cuz the association has already paid for me.
but it just doesn't make sense to pay for a lesson which i did not attend.
and the reply was that nvm if i'm still against the whole thing... then the club will fork out my share.
so what was i suppose to reply??
"oh, its okey. i shall just pay." OR, "okey. thank you? :)"?
first off, i'm not against anyone or anything.
this is just another example that they don't find out things properly.
how am i suppose to know that the course fee has already been paid and that i still have to pay even if i don't attend when they themselves also only found out after they went there.
i'm sure these info could be found out b4 the lesson even started.
i'm just frustrated with why it is affecting so much. causing me to not feel like going for dance.
and i mean NOT GOING FOR DANCE. and not DON'T FEEL LIKE DANCING.

DISCLAIMER: THE ABOVE ARTICLE IS PURELY MY OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS. GET LOST IF U DON'T AGREE WITH ME CUZ THIS IS MY BLOG AND U CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT I POST. I'M NOT AGAINST ANYONE OR ANYTHING.
I JUST HOPE THAT I CAN HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO SOMETHING TO IMPROVE THE CLUB AND TO REGAIN THE PASSION AND MOTIVATION THAT I HAVE TO CONTINUE DANCING AND TO GO FOR DANCE ACTIVITIES!