YAY!!!
i painted my nails till very niceee (:
still got flower pattern stamp on them!!
tomorrow going to NP for dance instructor's surprise birthday party..
theme is back to school. haha.
going to wear pl uniform... maybe...
kinda COOL...
had been dancing and practicing since Wednesday till Friday.
WE ARE FINALY LEARNING SUMBA NOW. SO HAPPY!!!
AND I NEED A NEW DANCE SHOE!
its like giving me problems. i cant balance properly. and the strap gave me a blister since wed.
which sucks cuz i continue dancing and the stupid blister got worse.
donno why but i feel really left out or smt when they having comm meeting after dance.
its like we have been going for almost every dance lesson and club activity.
and we even help ppl find partner!!! we rock. haha.
but its like we are not that much part of the club anymore.
it makes me... sad ):
but but but but but...
i think us keep on going for dance without a partner for the past few mth really awesome.
its really hard dancing and practicing without a partner. so now that i finally have a partner, i need to work extra hard to get all me techniques right even thou cliff is giving me intense training which is almost killing my legs and arms.
painting nails makes me happier :D
Apr 25, 2009
Apr 17, 2009
DISCLAIMER:
This is my blog. And i have the right to post what i think and what i feel.
I don't care who reads it. And this is strictly what i want to say.
i have been thinking bout this for a while. and gave a really long thought if i should post what i feel. and i figure out this is the only way to let me say what u really have to say.
for one thing i am sure of: dancesport is my LOVE. and i really enjoy dancing.
being partner-less for a while does not and has not stopped me from attending dance lesson and practice. but recently, i really don't feel like part of the dancesport club.
i don't understand why 90% oc of the dancesport camp has to be from the main club committee. i have no idea who choose the oc but why cant the other ppl in the club be given a chance to be part of the club activity. there are so MANY other ppl that they/you can choose from. i don't know why i feel this way, but it makes me feel like we, those who are not in the main comm, are not part of the dancesport family. i don't know how the others feel but this is what i personally feel about the club and its decisions. AND THIS IS NOT BECAUSE I'M NOT BEING CHOSEN TO BE IN THE COMM.
another thing i know of is that the club is trying to change the system. that we are trying to do a better job in running the club. but till now i don't even know who is holding what position in the comm. i can kinda guess who's in the comm, but not whose who. get what i mean?
what i'm trying to say is that can spds club be less political and stuff. cuz that's what i feel sometimes. and it irritates me. i believe a good bond btw the members can keep the dancesport spirit going. we all join the club cuz all of us enjoy dancing, so why can't we put more energy and effort into practising and enjoying the dance itself.
I DON'T CARE WHAT U PPL THINK IF U READ THIS POST. BUT THIS IS STRICTLY WHAT I FEEL AND WHAT I REALLY NEED TO VOICE OUT.
This is my blog. And i have the right to post what i think and what i feel.
I don't care who reads it. And this is strictly what i want to say.
i have been thinking bout this for a while. and gave a really long thought if i should post what i feel. and i figure out this is the only way to let me say what u really have to say.
for one thing i am sure of: dancesport is my LOVE. and i really enjoy dancing.
being partner-less for a while does not and has not stopped me from attending dance lesson and practice. but recently, i really don't feel like part of the dancesport club.
i don't understand why 90% oc of the dancesport camp has to be from the main club committee. i have no idea who choose the oc but why cant the other ppl in the club be given a chance to be part of the club activity. there are so MANY other ppl that they/you can choose from. i don't know why i feel this way, but it makes me feel like we, those who are not in the main comm, are not part of the dancesport family. i don't know how the others feel but this is what i personally feel about the club and its decisions. AND THIS IS NOT BECAUSE I'M NOT BEING CHOSEN TO BE IN THE COMM.
another thing i know of is that the club is trying to change the system. that we are trying to do a better job in running the club. but till now i don't even know who is holding what position in the comm. i can kinda guess who's in the comm, but not whose who. get what i mean?
what i'm trying to say is that can spds club be less political and stuff. cuz that's what i feel sometimes. and it irritates me. i believe a good bond btw the members can keep the dancesport spirit going. we all join the club cuz all of us enjoy dancing, so why can't we put more energy and effort into practising and enjoying the dance itself.
I DON'T CARE WHAT U PPL THINK IF U READ THIS POST. BUT THIS IS STRICTLY WHAT I FEEL AND WHAT I REALLY NEED TO VOICE OUT.
Apr 8, 2009
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