I LOVE YOU XIAO YI

13 December 2010

This was the day death took place right in front of me.
It was so close, so silent, so peaceful.

Death wasn't as scary as I had always thought about.
I guess letting go just wasn't something easy.
It wasn't easy for us, neither was it for Xiao Yi.

Death wasn't her, she is still here in my heart.
There will be this part of me that's definetely missing.
And nobody else can ever fill this part up.
It just felt like she's gone to a faraway place, never to be back again.
Everywhere I turn, anywhere I went, anything I did.
Memories of her just surfaced from somewhere deep within.

There's so much that I want to do with her.
So many places she wanted to bring us to.
So much food to taste.
So many things to do.

There are bound to be regrats. But at least we were with her on her last journey.
The peck I gave her...
Her hands I held...
The smile she gave so sweet...
The little jokes she managed to crack...
Her actions so cute...
All these were seen while she was lying in hospital... so weak... so fregile...
And these... were my last memories of her.

Xiao Yi, I miss you so so much...