Dance ministry

Been busy knitting these few days for skinny's birthday present. Hope it turns out fine :)

Had some thoughts about church dance ministry audition. The audition was last sunday after youth service. Panel was clement and 2 other ladies. There's just this weird feeling talking to someone you know but don't know you. Haahaa. Was nervious. Like DUH!! But not exactly what I expect myself to feel. They made me dance to a song. I did a little rumba but I was so nervious that I think I only did like 6 counts of 4 or smt like that. I could have done more but I guess that part kind of caught me off guard. Then came the Q&A part here and there and I was like trying hard to say what I think I should say. But my vocabulary always don't come to me at the right time as usual. So I was frantically trying to replace words to explain what I want to express. But some of the things I said don't even really made sense to me either. So that's about it I guess.

Did not really feel much after the audition. Well, other then embarressment. Plus Luke was the one who ushered me in and he was like helping outside. Haahaa. Like super pai sei can... Cuz they both are like the 'famous' ppl in PLMC :D feels weird. Idk why. But somehow I don't have that normal feeling that one should have after an audtion. The feeling that u screw up and worry that you won't get picked and stuff. I didden really think about it much till at night. I suppose I just didden really want it too badly, or that I have really just left it up to God to decide my fate. If He wants me to serve Him thru dance then I think He will make a way for me. If not, then I suppose that's not my calling althought I still want to dance badly!!

Hope I can get a reply soon.
What ever the result might be.
Just leave it up to Him.

(P.S listening to S.H.E previous albums now, whatever that's in my iTunes :D just love their songs!)

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